Don’t Let It Get You Down

Today went by rather fast.  It involved a lot of crying and laughing and conversation between old friends and the forging of new ones.  Yearbook day is always like this for me.  I spent it with Rachel, my bffl, of course, because she is now on yearbook staff.  And Yearbook Adviser didn’t get too angry.  Yearbook [...]

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Happiness Is A Warm Gun

(OR HIGH SCHOOL AND ITS TYRANNY)
I’ve felt disconnected for the past few weeks, like nothing was important–including this blog.  Especially this blog.  I click on that login button and I go “UGH, do I have to?”  Not anymore–I feel rejuvenated!  It was this odd chain of events that led to me spending the majority of [...]

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White Wall

I don’t understand the concept of clearing your mind.  I just don’t; I can’t even explain it.  To me, it’s like trying to understand what eternity is like.  I cannot conjure that “white wall” of nothingness that symbolizes a blank mind.  It is almost impossible for me.
I have been trying to conjure that perfectly white [...]

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I’m Everything You Hate

I haven’t had much to write about these last few days…weeks…but I was reading a magazine that I got as a requirement, and it made me think.  One or two stories in particular.  April’s edition of Glamour was what I picked up (along with Blender and Elle, the latter has Natalie Portman on the cover [...]

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Talk About PMS

I bought so much food today at lunch it is insane.  I am like two days away from my period and I’m going crazy.  It really explains the moodswings. Anyway, time to talk about my life…
I think my blog is boring.  I don’t do the cool picture thing everyone else does on like [...]

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I Said I Love You, Isn’t That Enough?

Just because someone tells you that they love you DOES NOT mean that they do.  Unless they are one of those “Love thy neighbor” types, then maybe, but generally, when an athiest tells you that they love you, they are not doing it because religion dictates it.
I know a few people that expect me to believe everything [...]

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Running Away: Simple Solution for a Simple Mind

This title applies to me in so many ways it is so not funny.  I have a tendency not to address issues unless it becomes so bad that I can barely stand it.  I cannot stand it anymore.
I have this issue with relationships.  Not just the boy-girl crap, but even with my friends, and I [...]

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Curbxstomp Is Sadly Unappreciated

Poor me.  I am enduring a study period for Engineering and Hamz and Fluffy are about ten seconds from death itself.
Anyway, I am on a writing rampage.  (Hello, by the way, Ramxpage.) I have been developing my characters to the point of obsessiveness, because I know now how to end it.  I am trying the [...]

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The Rest Of Your Life

Have you ever stopped to think about the rest of your life?  I rarely do because I am usually really withdrawn  when I do.  I mean, what do people see, it’s like I can’t even see my future.
People have said that it isn’t up to us to see our futures.  That usually comes from the [...]

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Sleep

Also a song by My Chemical Romance, but not talking about this at the moment.  Anyway.  Well, sleep, what to say about sleep.  I love to sleep!  It is my favorite past time besides reading and writing.  Oh, and Myles?  I have the cure to a broken heart:
Sleep.
I kid you not.  I slept for an [...]

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